My dear girl, you should be studying, or sleeping. Not gazing blissfully at your computer just because you're finally done with your Volpone discussion/debate points. There is still a Moll Flanders report and Tristam Shandy and Shakespeare's sonnets and Keats, and a double lecture and a double tutorial.
*pause* I wish...
Oh well, I shan't. One thing at a time, and you've got to work things out yourself, Charm, stuff you understand and stuff you do not, stuff you linger over wondering... remember the Romantic poets-- it is the struggle for understanding and realisation that really matters =) Speaking of which, Keat's poems are absolutely beautiful.
And while we're on Romanticism, albeit only linguistically related, V-day is coming! I have an extremely packed an unromantic week of a test and an essay deadline and a gig, which I know I really shouldn't be fretting about but-- oh, the temptation to lapse into melodramtic wails. Perhaps I should, huh, I need to stretch my higher range and work some flexibility into my voice.
Vday brings to mind SN and NY and cards and fanciful gift exchange. Nothing extravagant, mind you, I don't believe in expensive gifts. (It also brings to mind Total Defence Day, which is the day after, and which is the birthday of a certain dear friend whom I tease every year because we commemerate the nation's succuumbing to the Japanese on her special day, and have a lot of NE talks -_-'' , but I digress)
And what is Valentine's Day, indeed, without flowers? Or at least the fervour of selling roses and bouquets and posters all over arts canteen =) I used to wonder... actually I still do, which is so unromantic, I know, but why bouquets of flowers? Where did this practice of snipping flowers off their bushes or plucking them from the soil where they grew and wrapping them in pretty paper come from? These beautiful, delicate little things that last for but days, and withers away... *frowns* then what's THAT supposed to signify, symbolically? It perturbs me, but only just a little, since I know you aren't supposed to read into things like that, you're supposed to be swept away by the romance of beauty and convention mingled. Oh well.
It's probably unrealistic to request for flowers the way I love them-- rooted, blooming, exuberant in its natural habitat, dancing and dipping in the wind. The more care you put into nurturing it the leafier and stronger it grows... it works out to be a better metaphorical significance, anyhow. But for practicalities sake we shall set the thought aside... It's a bit unglam to hold pots of flowers while parading round the school... You can probably compare how big your bouquets are, the more exaggeratedly huge the better, but if the flowers come in pots... *imagines her grandpa's largest pot of bougainvilla and grins* You'll need nothing less than a wheelbarrow to go with it =)
Which isn't such a bad idea really, if it's delivered to your doorstep =P Now, if anybody asks, I'm partial to orchids, potted in charcoal and all. Otherwise a packet of sunflower seeds works, too... I shall plant them nicely and sing to them every day, and if they wither like the roses wrapped in a flourish of paper and ribbons, then... well. Then we know. =)